Wednesday, September 30, 2009

At the root of insanity
Is having too much time on your hands--
Too much time to think--
Too much time to remember past hurts
And to wish things could be different. Too much time spent alone,
Staring at these four walls
With too much time to think,
To remember past hurts
And to wish things were different. Got to rid myself of this insanity.
I'll busy myself with a flurry of activities
And seek the companionship of others.
They´ll tell me time heals all wounds, But for now I'll still cry--
When I have too much time to think
And remember past hurts,
Wishing things are different.

Never give up;

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

This post is a story of a boy . He was born into this world on 19/04/94 ,the minute he was born he was a christian .As seconds passed , minutes passed , hours passed , days passed , weeks passed , months passed & years passed he was soon going to primary school . Made many new friends had fun & studied hard results were all 0kay not too bad not too good . When he was P5 he had a fight with 2 of his good friends ended up having a gang fight someone told the principle & they were called out during lesson , the end results was the boy was to be caned after the weekend . He was so afraid he prayed & prayed on that day he was to be caned the principle told him that there won't be any caning as the discipline master is on leave . couldn't he had cane the boy instead ?This was a miracle .When he was P4 he got to know of this girl , she was really cute & quite pretty .as days passed he started to have feelings for her . He jio-ed her until P6 when she finally told him she like him . Soon he pop the question & poof they were both in a boy-girl relationship soon it was PSLE he studied real hard but only got enough points to go normal academic he cried real hard .His mum had force him to study real hard even when he couldn't take it she would continue to make him study . When he shouted back at her she would take the cane & caned this boy , once she threw his favorite toy & he cried non-stop for days . He hated her , had thoughts of wanting to kill her when he grew older . He was under so much stressed that thoughts of suicide were in his mind .
Holidays ended he was going to a new school ,a new environment & new friends . He made many new friends on the first day of school . He was a boy in love with god after seeing so many things happening around him he could say no to temptations so easily . Slowly a few months passed & this boy's feelings for his girlfriend had started to fade . He did not want to tell her cause he did not want to hurt her , he rather she told him that she wanted a breakup with him den him telling her that soon enough a few days passed & she msg him that she wanted a breakup . What was his answer ? Boy:"I understand im sure you have your reasons , well love can't be forced im willing to let you go hope you can find a better guy will meet up with you when im free (: ".
Soon it was his second year in the school he became naughtier often scold vulgar words & even defiance to the teachers but he still managed to say no to smoking & drugs probably still in love with god . Soon it was the third year & he was wearing long pants . He had jio-ed many girls but always before the girls had the chance to accept him or reject him he would often give up & told them he didn't like them anymore that was why he couldn't find a girlfriend . It was the 3rd month when he let go & asked a primary school friend to teach him how to smoke . He smoked but he only tarek a few times so he wasn't addicted to it . He could quit it anytime . Months passed he started to like this girl that he knew since sec 1 he wondered why only now he had feelings for her it has been almost 3 years he found her so cute & pretty which he didn't really find in the previous years . He told her he liked her . He started jioing her & one day she told him she had abit of feelings for him , he was overjoyed . They went out & had fun together . The boy wanted to ask her for stead , but the girl told him that she wanted to be single for the time being so of cause he said okay i would wait for you . Days later she told him her feelings for him had suddenly disappeared . He was so shock at how fast her feelings had faded for him he was deeply hurt , he felt his heart being ripped open in that split second . He was so hurt he turned to smoking , even started to tarek . It felt so good . Soon he was addicted to it , everyday he had to smoke more den 1 stick . He told that girl he didn't like her anymore but it was a mask a lie . He couldn't forget her so he decided not to give up & continue jioing her . As there was this saying gan jue hui man man pei yang de .After about 2 months his parents found out that he was smoking & wanted him to quit . So he decided to quit since he wanted to quit it soon anyways if he had drag longer it would had been harder to quit . So today he managed not to smoke any sticks although with much difficulty . Well this boy has OFFICIALLY QUIT SMOKING FROM TODAY ONWARDS ! Frankly speaking if this boy hadn't know god he would have been a hardcore paikia , a smoker , probably into drugs as well , in gangs & could have been dead already no longer in this world . This boy wants to tell this girl that he still likes her & will continue to wait for her (:
There are still many more but im just summarising it , one important thing that this boy learn was to never give up in things that he really wanted , there maybe failures but this is all part of life thru failures we grow stronger .

~~~THE END~~~

Never give up;

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

1. I love you

2. I adore you

3. I appreciate you

4. I care for you

5. I miss you

6. I need you

7. I want to see you

8. I can't wait to see you

9. I enjoy being with you

10. I want to help you

11. I want to be here for you

12. I feel happy when I am with you

13. I like you

14. I will help you

15. I will support you

16. I will be here for you

17. I feel honored to know you

Oh my so high now luh doing alot of stupid & crazy things . Met my NS frens had lots of fun love you guys luh!When out NS must bring me out again OK!? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Never give up;

Monday, September 14, 2009

Finally got the time to post yay!(: This post is for the events that took place during the one week holiday.Monday went with Cs & CO to play L4D & pool ,Tuesday went to WestMall to watch G-FORCE with Gordius, Jimson & Junfeng long time since i seen that gordius,dunno what he doing sia during his SUPERRR LONGGG HOLIDAYYY!After that went to Study Corner dere to play basketball & slack with YaoSheng & CO .Thursday~Sunday was work at IT FAIR!!Need reach suntect by 11.00am off work at 9.00pm damn tiring OK!But had fun luh & make many new frens as well (:
Ciaouus~

Never give up;

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Hoho today can sleep longer one lor den my house phone & handphone keep ringing non-stop !! ZxZx!! Had movie marathon at my house this afternoon.Wa shock sia suddenly the door ding dong den i open Ah Liang over dere HAHA sooo shock sia he nber even tell me his coming.After that callled Junfeng down & we slacked together , saw Leonard too hahas .Having work at IT fair tmr till sunday . If want buy computer give me a call come visit me lehs! So tired these few days hahas 1 week holiday like not holiday like that T.T! Haiz kk i go Audi with friends le's
ciaouus~

Never give up;

Monday, September 7, 2009

This post is for friday on Pohwei's 17th birthday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!(:(: Had lots of fun l4d-ed ,pooled ,ate ,drank & many more hahas! a day that nber will be forgotten haha . Hope to have more of this this year (: ohh yuhh will be posting on sunday cause will be working at IT fair on thursday~sunday from 11.00am to 12.00am around dere . Got time feel free to come & buy from my shop or visit me kay!!!
Ciaouus~

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Wednesday, September 2, 2009

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I Already Miss You

Looking back on everything,
I still remember her smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.

No matter how much it hurts,
I still love her so.
A part of me needs her so much,
Can't seem to let her go.

Knowing I won't be able to see her,
Makes my heart cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.

She was my reason for waking up,
For the smile you see on my face.
Going a single day without her,
Makes me feel so out of place.

I was afraid of opening up,
Now I'm afraid of the next day.
Whenever I see her one last time,
I'm terrified of what she may say.

I know tomorrow will hurt,
But the tears will fade away.
Life is too short for regrets,
There will be a brighter day.

But when I see her one last time,
I won't know what to do...
When she tells me that last goodbye,
I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."

Never give up;

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Heyy everyone posting this for yesterday & today. On monday was teachers day soooooo boring!!!After that went to play basketball with Eric they all for awhile den headed home to change to meet Mogu,Xinyi & Vivien at clementi ,Went there for Karoke . Today went to meet Benedict, Xinyi & Jasmine at I.R.C to play pool quite fun xD.Headed home at 6pm plus . Been feeling like vomiting alot lately ><

Never give up;

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