Tuesday, September 22, 2009
This post is a story of a boy . He was born into this world on 19/04/94 ,the minute he was born he was a christian .As seconds passed , minutes passed , hours passed , days passed , weeks passed , months passed & years passed he was soon going to primary school . Made many new friends had fun & studied hard results were all 0kay not too bad not too good . When he was P5 he had a fight with 2 of his good friends ended up having a gang fight someone told the principle & they were called out during lesson , the end results was the boy was to be caned after the weekend . He was so afraid he prayed & prayed on that day he was to be caned the principle told him that there won't be any caning as the discipline master is on leave . couldn't he had cane the boy instead ?This was a miracle .When he was P4 he got to know of this girl , she was really cute & quite pretty .as days passed he started to have feelings for her . He jio-ed her until P6 when she finally told him she like him . Soon he pop the question & poof they were both in a boy-girl relationship soon it was PSLE he studied real hard but only got enough points to go normal academic he cried real hard .His mum had force him to study real hard even when he couldn't take it she would continue to make him study . When he shouted back at her she would take the cane & caned this boy , once she threw his favorite toy & he cried non-stop for days . He hated her , had thoughts of wanting to kill her when he grew older . He was under so much stressed that thoughts of suicide were in his mind .
Holidays ended he was going to a new school ,a new environment & new friends . He made many new friends on the first day of school . He was a boy in love with god after seeing so many things happening around him he could say no to temptations so easily . Slowly a few months passed & this boy's feelings for his girlfriend had started to fade . He did not want to tell her cause he did not want to hurt her , he rather she told him that she wanted a breakup with him den him telling her that soon enough a few days passed & she msg him that she wanted a breakup . What was his answer ? Boy:"I understand im sure you have your reasons , well love can't be forced im willing to let you go hope you can find a better guy will meet up with you when im free (: ".
Soon it was his second year in the school he became naughtier often scold vulgar words & even defiance to the teachers but he still managed to say no to smoking & drugs probably still in love with god . Soon it was the third year & he was wearing long pants . He had jio-ed many girls but always before the girls had the chance to accept him or reject him he would often give up & told them he didn't like them anymore that was why he couldn't find a girlfriend . It was the 3rd month when he let go & asked a primary school friend to teach him how to smoke . He smoked but he only tarek a few times so he wasn't addicted to it . He could quit it anytime . Months passed he started to like this girl that he knew since sec 1 he wondered why only now he had feelings for her it has been almost 3 years he found her so cute & pretty which he didn't really find in the previous years . He told her he liked her . He started jioing her & one day she told him she had abit of feelings for him , he was overjoyed . They went out & had fun together . The boy wanted to ask her for stead , but the girl told him that she wanted to be single for the time being so of cause he said okay i would wait for you . Days later she told him her feelings for him had suddenly disappeared . He was so shock at how fast her feelings had faded for him he was deeply hurt , he felt his heart being ripped open in that split second . He was so hurt he turned to smoking , even started to tarek . It felt so good . Soon he was addicted to it , everyday he had to smoke more den 1 stick . He told that girl he didn't like her anymore but it was a mask a lie . He couldn't forget her so he decided not to give up & continue jioing her . As there was this saying gan jue hui man man pei yang de .After about 2 months his parents found out that he was smoking & wanted him to quit . So he decided to quit since he wanted to quit it soon anyways if he had drag longer it would had been harder to quit . So today he managed not to smoke any sticks although with much difficulty . Well this boy has OFFICIALLY QUIT SMOKING FROM TODAY ONWARDS ! Frankly speaking if this boy hadn't know god he would have been a hardcore paikia , a smoker , probably into drugs as well , in gangs & could have been dead already no longer in this world . This boy wants to tell this girl that he still likes her & will continue to wait for her (:
There are still many more but im just summarising it , one important thing that this boy learn was to never give up in things that he really wanted , there maybe failures but this is all part of life thru failures we grow stronger .
~THE END~
Never give up;
